I previously had a void, a void that made me feel incomplete. During the latter part of 2017 this feeling became more intense, I didn’t do much about it but continued to delay responding to the feeling. I was invited to New Covenant Ministries by my brother Marcel (thank God for his life) on the 15th April this year, I came with a guard up, broken, hurt, prideful and confused. Incomplete, with that same void. I surrendered my life to Christ that same Sunday, was filled with the spirit of God and became whole. Since that day I have never been the same. I feel complete in Him. God began holistic transformation and restructured many things in my life through intimacy with Him. Revelation of my identity in Him is ongoing, I am relearning me but now in Christ almighty. Wow, God continues to amaze me with His love, His might, His power. He knocked many times and I didn’t answer, but He waited. I don’t deserve it, but He waited. What a passionate father. One of the many reasons He is worthy.
I am no longer full of hurt but full of joy, I am no longer broken but I have been healed. I am no longer confused as I lean not on my own understanding. The guard I once had up against receiving Him is against the enemy who tried to keep me from Him. I no longer have to try and fill a void with fleshly desires but it is filled with the everlasting God. I AM ALIVE IN HIM!
“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here” 2 Corinthians 5:17